His Anger (about my ex)

His anger was vicious,
callous,
and agressive.
He would throw angry words at me,
not caring how much they hurt,
not caring about the damage he was causing me.
But I would still hang onto every “I love you” that came out of your mouth,
I would still hang onto every sweet word he would say to me,
I was ludicrous to put myself through his verbal abuse.  
only to have angry words thrown at me when once again when he would get mad.
He would make excuses for his angry words,
those excuses were dripping in bullshit,
he would say “I’m sorry”
and “It’ll never happen again”,
but he said that every time,
he lied every time;
yet I still believed him.  
Never had another man raised his voice at me,
until I met him.
His vicious, callous, aggressive anger was who he is
and that will never change.