Old Messages

I came across our old messages like grandmothers come across embarrassing baby pictures.
memories we forgot we made with each other.
you must've forgotten the things you used to say to me because fuck, things have changed.
reading through our old conversations wondering where the hell we went wrong.
Too much time has passed between us, nostalgic isn't even the word I can use to describe this feeling.
I think it's..regret, loss, dissatisfaction.
I love(d) you with everything I have in me. My soul isn't even mine anymore, you took it with you.
Nights are long without you, thoughts are bitter and my tears taste like Hennessy.
How much time has to pass before you realize I'm for you.
All I can do is pray that you don't look at old messages and feel nothing.