Dearest man who gave me life but never played his part

I tried giving you a chance.
I tried loving you.
I tried speaking with you.
I tried asking questions of unknown answers.
I tried and I tried.
Then I realized I said goodbye without you knowing.
you've made promises you couldn't keep.
you said you love me but never showed it.
you said you be home soon but yet you still stayed.
I visited you, finally having you face to face.
still I didn't get answers.
still I didn't feel any love.
I know you have your own family. I don't think I was ever meant to be part of it.
I was not good enough for them.
So, I've said goodbye without them knowing.
I am better of without you.
I have always been better off without you.
Dearest man who gave me life but never played his part.
The one who hurt the apple of my eye, who left her all alone.
If you ever get out please do not come find me.
I had already said goodbye without you knowing,
just like how you left without saying goodbye.