Lost

Lost in a sea of emotion
Sad and alone
Voices screaming in my head
Shutting me down closing me off
Wanting for touch, loss of reaction
Can you see me?  Right  here waiting for you!
My thoughts unspoken, my feelings meaningless
I watch as you push away, allowing the distance to grow
Smiles that once thrived are no more
Your heart is good your soul so strong
And I appreciate nothing
Fear may conquer, searching for love
And I am sure it is right in front of me
How do I open myself up without breaking myself down
How do I live without wanting to die
Will the questions never end
Will the feelings enter me
I want you and only you
Show me the way, take away the pain!