Vomit words

The words never come out right
I say feel and think different
I'm really never put together
But talking to you makes me feel otherwise
It would be wise to stop speaking
But I can't stop the sensation
Sad face is all I have nowadays
Sad? Doesn't really come close
But I'm not mad either...
Words cannot describe
This is all bad
Feelings are everywhere
The guilt or the feels we get
Oh how I loved those nights
We whispered love to our ears
Until we were hot and sweaty
The feels You give me
Just to keep me on my feet
And the thing is that it's working
And words can never describe
So I'll vomit words
Until I cry...