Help Me

I see you
I smile briefly while inside i'm dying
Can you help me?
Can you save me from myself?
People always say worry about the quiet ones
I wonder..
What if we never met?
Would I be where i'm at now?
I wanna trust you..
I wanna believe you..
But, sometimes it's more challenging than anything.
I ponder of the thought of me leaving
I could never do that to you
I love you
I need you
But are you willing to help me?..