who's there......?

every night before i go to sleep i feel a person watching over me.
he's not very nice infact he just uses me for his own needs.

his name is a mystery he is not normal he kills and hurts.
when i can see him looking at me my soul weekends and my blood rushes into my head just as he lurks.

when ive finally been broken my soul takes over and tries to go with this strange man.even though my soul says yes my heart says no.......

looking over hard times its not as easy as it sounds its more painful then taking a knife and making a comitment to suicide(at least to me it is)

the man in my head is as evil as satan he makes me mad at the world and makes me worse but once again i thought nothing could get worse......