You Haunt Me

I cant sleep at night...
Why did you do it???
Why me??
You were supposed to be watching out for me....
You scarred me for life...
Now I'm even scared to go out....
My life revolves on me staring out the window waiting for my mom to come back....
Even though I know she's gone and isnt coming back...
Why did I have to stay with you when there is millions of other people out there???
All you do is scream at me for no reason...
"Your worthless"
"No one will ever want you"
I am not just mentally damaged...
I am also physically...
Cant you see these scars...
Each and every one has a meaning to it....
Remember this one???
It was the day you came home drunk and broke a bottle on my back...
Or this one??
The day you burned me with your coffee because it was to hot...
I am scared to even look at you in the eyes because I fear that demon within you...
If your a demon, does that make me an angel??