Voices

I can hear these voices
They are so loud
Its overpowering
Like a thousand cuts in my mind

They tell me to do things
They say its not sin
Or unlawful
But rather law filled

There words are weapons
That cut deep into my psyche
Scarring me mentally
Twisting my thoughts

I look down and see,
See myself in the mirror
But it isn't me anymore
Its something else

I feel myself slipping
This urge to let go
To forget myself
And become this thing

It tells me secrets
How my words
My words
Can become weapons

How I can brutally kill
Without weapon or waste
Without a link to me
Without conscience

I struggle against these voices
They tell my there secrets
There is a war inside me
And I fear I'm losing