meta-balance (w.i.p.)

    the only way out of the trap
    is to forget that we are caught
    and to act as if there was no trap
    beyond the very trapping thought…
    but we must not forget

  
a lot of details made minds sick  
instead of living where we're at  
we're lost in patterns schemed by tricks  
without knowing how to forget  
 
what's misguided by wrongest views  
we can't step back from what seems real  
though some may say there is no truth  
beyond the things we know and feel  
 
but sensing and creating sense  
is a twisted game we have to play  
no matter if we try to end  
since thoughts are still the way they stay  
 
but after all there are new things  
that can happen by looking at  
logical laws as just one way to link  
experiences rethought as facts    
 
no thought could catch up with what  
is meant by saying without a cause  
that we went wrong believing not  
to fail to find just abstract laws  
 
there are dynamics we can't see  
we can't control nor understand  
some letting go could make us free  
but still directed by random sense  
 
knowing is not only to understand  
but we need to understand to gain  
the chance that knows there is an end  
to human ways although we train  
 
there is a balance paving ways  
and opening blanked out doors  
where we could go but never stay  
the way we're living anymore  
 
by thinking we stay lost in thoughts  
but feelings cannot understand  
we're growing by using "and / or"  
working dynamically hand in hand  
 
indirectly without rigid plans  
we evolve through time on ways  
where chance rhymes randomly with sense  
by rearranging signs and space  
 
room and days for living on  
freed from the wish of being freed  
just as a part of one big song  
freescribed by poetic speech  
and metaphors - alive indeed  
work by breeding human seed  
within a specious need  
within a dubious need  
 
random concepts seem to lead  
to unknown instances and acts  
by chanced urgency we meet  
where concrete lives within abstract  
 
making possible just to connect  
different aspects misthought to distract  
enabling us to strangely detect  
newly constituted “facts”  
we did neglect or just reject  
'til everything seems to join a pact  
 
what's meant is in-between the lines  
changing by reading on and sensing signs    
defined by co-evolving minds  
by the sense we're "blessed" to find  
obsessed to find  
we're not guessed to find  
the rest behind  
      any realization