Blanket

Blanket



I fucking can't get you out of my mind,

I don't know why,

But what I know is I breath just to find something.

Something like a spice in my life to stop the anxiety.

Something rad that won't trap me in a plastic bag.



Insomniac without doors to the outside world.

I fight like a warrior girl.

My tongue's sewn down,

And my heartbeat's surround sound.

I need comforting because I'm always lonely.

But you don't know that, you don't need that.

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed,

But you couldn't hold me either.



Disco balls in a plastic pool could light up a heart full of holes.

But it couldn't console you forever.

What I think is the stars rule over us.

No modern religion could ever fill my void.

You're all loitering for new toys.



Insomniac without doors to the outside world.

I fight like a warrior girl.

My tongue's sewn down,

And my heartbeat's surround sound.

I need comforting because I'm always lonely.

But you don't know that, you don't need that.

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed,

But you couldn't hold me either.



You couldn't hold me if you wanted to.

Couldn't hold me, wrap me in a blanket.

With your cold, I'll spoil for good.

I'll let the voices consume me,

Til I'm no more.