talk

I sit next to the letters on my bed
and think about all the words they said
They came from a girl who I love
But I just wasn't good enough

I admit this is all really my fault
My past is something I can't live without
But I know really deep down inside
I need you in my life

I don't think you realize
How much you've hurt me
and I could tell in your eyes
That you try to be loving
And I can't take more
I'm on the floor
Screaming at life
Please end my pain
Be mine tonight

It's gone I know your never coming back
Its wrong that our love turned to black
But it wasn't me in the bitter end
Your the one who wants to be friends

I don't think you realize
How much you've hurt me
and I can tell in your eyes
That you try to be loving
And I can't take more
I'm on the floor
Screaming at life
Please end my pain
Be mine tonight

All these lonely nights and hazy days
Still feels like we never even parted ways
Till I want to talk