Forgotten

     She smiled that sad smile, I knew all to well this was goodbye and this time it was forever. I grabbed her hand ready to beg for her to stay. My twin sister couldn't leave me not again but as my mouth opened she disappeared.  
 
                 I awoke with tears running down my face into my hair. This was the third time this week that I had this dream. Only this time I saw her, my twin or well that's what my dream self felt. In real life I'm an only child whose never really alone. I'm always with someone, I have this fear of being alone. My best friend just so happens to be my cousin so it works out for me. I'm always with my cousins or my many aunts. I guess you can say I have a pretty normal life, depending on what you call normal. I never had to worry about money but I'm not rich. I never had to worry about a place to live because my aunts take care of me. Switching every now and again. But they all live on the same block so it's not that big of a struggle.