destiny

God I just want to end the thinking
It's hard enough with what I've been dreaming
I'm tired of all of this
I'm tired of being pissed

I feel like a tear
Falling for years
It just won't dry
It became a life

I have tried honestly everything
But what would help is nothing
And I'm just over this
Misery just can't resist

So I'm done saying what has been said
And I'm done hoping for an end
I'm going to weep till I die
Apparently this is my life

I was born for pain and suffering
and Noone can disagree
So if you hear this
Will someone help me