Relinquished of your love

I just can't wait to be free. Free of you and your lies and your secrets. I'm tired of the way you're treating me and I don't want to suffer anymore.

I wish you cared and I wish you'd let me go. You already broke my heart so why are you making me suffer even more? What did I do to you to deserve this. I thought I was special, I though I meant something to you, but now I see that it was just all talk.

I can't keep dragging along on hope and empty promises. Just let me go or let me in. That is your only two choices. I don't want to suffer anymore. This is driving me crazy and I'm not going to allow myself to be put in the hospital because someone wants torture me mentally.

It's crazy that all I did for you and this is how you repay me. You're not being a friend and you're not treating me like a friend. I feel like a stranger and soon enough this stranger is going to vanish from your life completely. Then I'll be free of the pain and the lies and the secrets. My heart can finally love someone who will love me back the Same way.

One day I'll be happy and see the light but for now I'm stuck in this darkness waiting for an answer, waiting for the truth only you can free me and you know how but you don't care enough to do so. You'll gladly hold onto your secrets for as long as it suits you. You'll just keep torturing me until you feel like you're ready to stop.