re-opened wounds

you came and got what you wanted are you happy now? you turned my happy smile into a sad frown. I gave you love. I gave you trust. I gave you honesty. you gave me half of you. I gave you all of me. this is not a drama and no one dies tragically but that shit really hurt like a knife piercing the inside of me. no blood will be spilled and no one will be killed but the heart that beats inside is the one thing that won't survive. I have been so blind fooled by your disguise and I have no clue what to do now that I've lost you. time is supposed to heal all wounds but my heart will never heal from this. I'm not okay with this. this new love lost. it's another fresh bruise. another newly open cut. no matter how much it hurts I guess I'll know I'll live. it's just hard when it keeps happening over and over again. it's gotta be a sign right? I'm not supposed to love or be loved. maybe I'm better off alone. all alone in the dark. if that's the case i'll be okay because at least the next time I get hurt it'll be by my own doing. I can't believe you were never different you were just like the rest,so good bye. I am officially completely done with this.