May I remind you what the flower said;

Again and again
People come to seek me
Advice on relationships
& It seems to work
for everyone
Except me

Everyone says
they suck at love
but I truly don’t know
how it works.

I long to be with the
guy that I love so much
But I messed that up
Which hurts so much

Grabbing flower after flower
Like in the movies
I tear off petal by petal
He loves me, he loves me not/
A flower tells me he loves me
and the next says he doesn't

Maybe it’s like the flower says.
Sometimes he loves me
but sometimes he remembers
that I’m a hurricane
destroying everything in my path
& his heart is in my way