Just another predicament.

My mind may be distant
For the news my ears bared
But my heart wasnt absent
I never knew that you cared
For what happened upon last eve 
Was on the path of another's quest
Be this good or be this bad
I shall still sit here staring out upon the lighter patch of grass.

Staring into the distance 
Nothing left to see
My heart is breaking
Over these possibilities
What is real
Do you even feel
The incessant things you say
have me mind fucked everyday

Will you ever let me know how im meant to feel 
Or is this how it will always be.