Submissions by Hope (The strange one)

Insomnia how you allure me
as tears run over my cheeks,
Insomnia you are destroying me
With your sweet, peasant breath 
tainted with the stranger's creeks.

Insomnia I look forward to your nightly visit
as I sit watching trashy tv 
that seeps through my mind 
leaving it's trail of utter crap, 
insomnia you've made me so alone 
for while everyone is sleeping
I interrogate the world.

Insomnia I love you
but I would love to go to sleep
to only be so lucky...
When I rest against ones cold chest. ...

Pressuredoors encage my body
Yet mymind can’t be held
I willhave my voice heard
Frominside this impenetrable cell

Sitting on the dusty ground
Staring at the past we now leave behind
All going somewhere new
All leaving something behind
For some of us it’s loved ones
Careers and homes
For me it’s you
The key to my rescue

But I don’t love you
Nor you love me
It’s the lust between us
That shows we need leave be

Cause I love to bite your inner thigh till blood is drawn
And You tease me till i want you forever...

You make my burden lighter
Make me feel so much stronger
Underneath a feather in the wind

Responsiblities a blur
Revision sat in dust
Where i left you before
Before you took my soul
Before my mind only obeyed you

So simple, so wrong
But I can't help myself
Another toke of your hypnotizing beauty.

Distancing myself from the world
I felt all but sin
For all i need is you.

So I'll take this new route
But i'll still get there
Even if im high.

Vivid lights bursting colors of spring
As i sing the songs...

My mind may be distant
For the news my ears bared
But my heart wasnt absent
I never knew that you cared
For what happened upon last eve
Was on the path of another's quest
Be this good or be this bad
I shall still sit here staring out upon the lighter patch of grass.

Staring into the distance
Nothing left to see
My heart is breaking
Over these possibilities
What is real
Do you even feel
The incessant things you say
have me mind fucked everyday

Will you ever let me know how im meant to feel
Or is this...