Bleeding

Just want to give myself
a little slice
Because bleeding
my red paradise

Lay out in a field of flowers
Growing weaker by the hour

Feel my soul drift away
My body empty but it'd be okay

Leave no trail
I'd want to dissapear
Maybe I was never here

If I could just leave it all on paper
Maybe someone then could know me later

I feel fine, I feel okay
Just want to bleed in my field of flowers

There is no pain here, no desperation
Just a desire I do not understand
I am just feeling this today