Explain your answer

Why do I even waste my time?
Thinking about someone I’ll never find?
I know I’m loveless! You don’t have to tell me!
It’s obvious, it’s shown, everyone can see!

I just want someone to say they want me,
I just need someone to say they need me.
I just want to reply they I want them,
And I just need to reply I need them.

Sometimes I just need a hug…
With a rope around my neck
I haven’t lost hope, hope has lost me!
Because I have no ability, skill or strategy!

I am labelled something people call ‘trash’
Because of my personality. I’m stubborn and rash.
But people don’t see the true me
My kind, nice and unfortunately caring.

So my talents and skill are all going to waste
In this dark, cruel, ruthless place.
Because all I feel now is pain,
Someone tell me why, please explain.