yours

your precence is a blessing and a curse,
like a double faced coin in a purse.

you break me down and you give me joy,
you play on my emotions like a toy.

call me delusional call me mad,
but i still remember what we had.

i saw it in your eyes,
burning passion that could light up the skies.

intimacy and kisses that ran to the soul
i guess it was overwhelming to behold

a burning love so strong it made a man leap,
off the cliff and dive into disaster so so deep.

how can i forget?



i survived...
i wash you off with alcohol,
doesnt seem to help at all...


i surrender all
im giving myself up
id suffer the pain for my past sins
the pain of love.