dead inside

Deep down im weak but  pain is my pleasure,
im down for the count but this fight i will treasure,

I look in the mirror as its broken an shattered,
I then see my life every piece as its scattered,

My home is my shelter but love dont live there,
The voices keeps telling me that nobody cares,

you then fight your demons, cause it kills you at night,
Cause Misery follows you an theres no where to hide,

So ill sit with my bruises and scars on the side,
Ive loved an lost to much ,
Im already dead inside,