love's sweet i'lusion \ dreamland edition

 Xplainations,
  [ wit'out Xcusive
     qqqqquality   ]
fall out me broken mouth &
                   into some
                 far-off death
                          hole
which, f'real[ly], is just'round
thee next corner,
thee next blind curve.......eye never
                          much cared
                     for amusement-parks
                  (ever   ),
but now
but now
now but wit'fore thee lord's tended mercies,
       eye am,
    all-century now(but)
in thee highest of high-hilarity Grand Guignol'ish
                                 entert
                                 aiment
                                    s
                                I ever might
                           could've i'magined,
                   all
                   for
th'love of you who came back again in dreamtime again,
     seeming to try to be rid-of-'me'
          all over again(&again)
     & I wouldn't fckn believe any of
                    it
becausebecause b e cause I Knew in my-much-dented mind
          that you'd really come to make
          amends
even though you couldn't say so, & couldn't even
look
me in
thee
face, eye contact + I contact both outta thee question
nor
even a piecemeal part portion of [my] deluded
          post-alpacalyptic
          wishlist'lisping
          agenda      song
lip'synched  by the supremes on the ed'sullivan show
          back'round'65....


there ye have it as such it was , but not near as
shshshshshshockin'  as the 5am wake'up in me'o'my
florid'a littleroom amidst the usual pile pile-high
maybe like mile-high horns'n'recordins'n'books'n
other idiot obsessive collections'o useless goods+
                                       ser'vices
quietly gone awry through this w'hole fckn century
since
yOur leavings
took they's
leave[of]what
mighta been-left-of-(somekinda)-me


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