Dairy #2

Dear whom it my concern,
I have deiced to end it today.
I have cut to deep.
I have taken on too many pills.
I have cried to hard.
I have tried to talk to someone.
No one cares about me.
No one pays attention to me.
No one sees the real me.
No one knows what I do behind closed doors.
No one knows about anything I do.
What happened to my old self?
What happened to being happy?
What happened to my life?
What happened to me?
What is happening to me?
Why won't it stop?!
Why won't this thoughts and cutting stop?!?!
Help me
I don't know WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.