girl and boi

At first ,it seemed like a good idea,
you were so gone and thats what i needed,
i fed you and fed you
and you ate and ate
now all thats left is, a fuckin empty plate,
nothing to show for my mistake,
I thought i could fix it
you were still so gone
i kept on diggin
when i should have run,
to tell the truth now
sounds more like lies than lies
and showing my true self,looks more like a disguise
the late nite meetings,now just seem like work
and the job i keep,is no more honest than the church,
and the white ones the brown ones,i love you all so much
going in and coming out,just cant get enough
addicted to suffering that brings me all the joy
In love with the white girl,cheating with the boi