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Drowning
I try to fit in
I try to go with the flow
I want to hang out with them
But something inside me just says no
Why must my emotions tell me so?
I want to be happy with them
And just ignore the emotions and have bliss
But they dominate me
Push me down
Control me
And freedom has become something I miss
They give me anxiety
So much it feels like I’m drowning
Like I’ve been thrown into the black end of this pool
The darkness slowly crawling over me
Pulling me down into the abyss
I want to be with them
I really do
But the emotions just won’t give in
And I feel alone
I just want to learn how to swim
I try to go with the flow
I want to hang out with them
But something inside me just says no
Why must my emotions tell me so?
I want to be happy with them
And just ignore the emotions and have bliss
But they dominate me
Push me down
Control me
And freedom has become something I miss
They give me anxiety
So much it feels like I’m drowning
Like I’ve been thrown into the black end of this pool
The darkness slowly crawling over me
Pulling me down into the abyss
I want to be with them
I really do
But the emotions just won’t give in
And I feel alone
I just want to learn how to swim
Published 15th Nov 2014
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Anonymous
15th Nov 2014 5:52pm
Awesome write.. Nice flow, and wordplay.. I know the feeling..
Dave
Dave
