A letter to you....

Dear you,

I didn't know what to tell you today when out of the blue you decided to message me saying you missed me apart of me wanted to just say "I wish things could be different" but then you'd only reply back with "It can be" and it would just make it harder for me to leave
I could have told you "The heart wants what it wants" But I know you'd reply back with "Well at one point it seemed your heart wanted me...what happened to that?" And I'd be left with nothing to say but "things change"
it's true that they do and I'm sorry for everything....at one point you were all that I wanted even though I never did really act like it but I have to admit that moving to this huge city caused me to change as a person the "Naysha" that you got to meet isn't really the "Naysha" everyone else is familiar with and I want to say that it's a bad thing but maybe it's not....I don't know
I'm sorry though....never meant to hurt you...never was my intentions but I did have fun with you.....you made things better for me so....thanks for taking that slight risk with me and maybe when you miss me and reminisce it won't be like picking at a scab hopefully it's like watching the sun set it's a beautiful sight to see but also the sign of the day ending it's tragically bittersweet and I hope that's how you'll always remember us....