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Ocean of Life
Spending your days complaining about how bad your
life is,
how bad your pain is when feeling him inside you is soooo
painful.
Thats complete fucking bullshit,
you stir up this pain more and more when all you do is lie to me.
My expecting doubt of our relationship has come to a hault only
allowing me to become more angry but yet at the same time
more depressed.
The depriving childhood i lived for so long has caught up to me
in my later teen years causing only more hurt and heartbreak,
which leaves me to my last decision...
Your pain is nowhere near mine because you chose to do those
FUCKED UP THINGS TO HIM!!
Suicide was always a last resort in this criteria of love,
and i can no longer bare to go on any futher.
Everyday for the longest time i wondered if i could ever forgive,
but the intense lies you reign over me only causes more pain.
It's one thing to lie but fess up later,
its another thing to lie to save your own ass when the truth will be
revealed later on in the time we seek together.
No one knows the way the human mind works or how we function,
but in ourselves we are gifted with one thing each.
Mine is to read fucked up people and how they plan to destroy you,
i wish i could have read this storyline earlier on in life before
i pursued this heart trechorous pain you have caused so much.
I dive off this cliff of life and clash into the sharp jagged rocks at the
bottom leaving me at peace once and for all.
life is,
how bad your pain is when feeling him inside you is soooo
painful.
Thats complete fucking bullshit,
you stir up this pain more and more when all you do is lie to me.
My expecting doubt of our relationship has come to a hault only
allowing me to become more angry but yet at the same time
more depressed.
The depriving childhood i lived for so long has caught up to me
in my later teen years causing only more hurt and heartbreak,
which leaves me to my last decision...
Your pain is nowhere near mine because you chose to do those
FUCKED UP THINGS TO HIM!!
Suicide was always a last resort in this criteria of love,
and i can no longer bare to go on any futher.
Everyday for the longest time i wondered if i could ever forgive,
but the intense lies you reign over me only causes more pain.
It's one thing to lie but fess up later,
its another thing to lie to save your own ass when the truth will be
revealed later on in the time we seek together.
No one knows the way the human mind works or how we function,
but in ourselves we are gifted with one thing each.
Mine is to read fucked up people and how they plan to destroy you,
i wish i could have read this storyline earlier on in life before
i pursued this heart trechorous pain you have caused so much.
I dive off this cliff of life and clash into the sharp jagged rocks at the
bottom leaving me at peace once and for all.
Published 22nd Apr 2011
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