Red Handed

Hope keeping me up all night
The endless racing thoughts
Wondering if it will happen
Or expecting disappointment once again
Waking up only to find my heart still broken
Longing for a perfect life again
Yet love caught me red handed
Leaving me holding my bleeding heart
The yearning desire to find a pain reliever
Knowing deep within my soul, my life is over
I slowly start to realize
This is what he wanted
So I creep out of the depths of endless woe
Reaching a hand towards air
Slowly step up, look in the mirror and
Smile