The Love is Here

The love is here
But where are you?
I want you
Need you
But you're nowhere
To be found
I only see you
In the depths of
My dreams 

I need to find you
So the love I have for you
Can exist 
I want it to exist.
My heart cries out
When you touch it
Come back to it
Hear it's cries 
Once more

You have to be close
I can feel you
Sense you..
Your heart beats 
The same as mine does.
I close my eyes
And think of you
Hoping you will
Soon be there

Just call my name
Shout to my heart 
Reach for my hand
Provide me with
A hint Of where to find you
I'll do anything
Go anywhere
To share the love
That is here

Ive looked places 
I'd never guess at..
You weren't in 
The remnants of
My coldest nightmare 
Or the lonliest part 
Of my ugliest thought
I'm starting to doubt 
Your existence..

Do you even exist? 
And if you do,
Why do you hide from me?
I must not be good enough
Or you must be afraid
To experience the love 
That's here 
With me 
I wonder why..

Leave me thinking 
Will we be
Or can we be 
Is it even possible?
Maybe I'm not meant
To find you..
But that alone
Isn't enough to deter me
From my search

I'll look for you 
Till the day I die.
Till my eyes give way
And my heart no linger beats
And my body paralyzes 
And my mind can't function
The pain love brings 
Isn't enough to stop me
I'll continue on..

When I do finally find you,
I hope you realize 
The love is here 
And it always has been.