Self titled pain.

Empty state of mind?
I see everything in black & white.  
The sun has already had a great  
day & it's already going away.  
What have I done all day?
The sun sets & it looks like  
paradise to me, but when it's gone,  
everything suddenly comes back.  
 
Darkness, my greatest friend.  
How are you? Come to see how  
I'm doing once again?  
Don't you worry, I've missed you  
greatly, but there's always a  
part of you with me.  
Oh dear old friend, let me  
tell you about my pain.  
Now that I'm older,  
I desire to start over.  
The child inside can't help
but drown in all the tears
the pain has brought.  
Insomnia intensively active
Trying to find my way.  
Not knowing if I'm right or wrong,
Not knowing what going on.