I don't know anymore.....

you said you really cared
you pass me and give a glare
what did i do to you
why are you treating me so different?

I know that it's because i am different
I am not like them
I am my own person
I do my own things that keep me happy
If you like that then why be an ass to me?

She says she still loves you so you want her back
she says she can't be without you
she knows I like you and yet she doesn't care
Why did you say you wanted me when you really wanted her?

We part our ways because it will be best
I lay in bed try to think of a way to get over this...
but you seem to always pop back into my head
why cant you go away and leave me alone...?

Everytime I think of you I don't know what to do...
I read, Write, Cook, Clean... I do anything to make you go away...

Leave my mind and never return
because everytime you do
I think of can I do better?
             or....
are you the best that i can get???????