Sinister Deliberations

As I watched my child
I saw him gaze at me with such love
Adoring me in all my glory
The darkness walked back in from the past

I must remember that this is not me
That this Sinister Deliberation is of someone else
A past life set out to finish business perhaps
I will not let it control me

I will heal these wounds of the past society
That I am have more control
I will not snap the neck of pure innocence
For I am not the god I thought I once was

The vision of such perfect evil has entered
This sin will not prevail
For I am one, and I am all that I make myself out to be
I will not be adulterated by this obscurity

Born again into purity and light
I found the darkness lingering in my occipital
Such evil should not be there
For I have let it in unwillingly

I found control in the cortex
Do not take this chance of two lives
The heinous and vulgar thoughts will not win
That pure innocence I wished to destroy, will live!

I breathe in the smoke of life again
I take it all, and I throw it out the window
Leaving that darkness out to die in the streets
Recollecting myself, I found illumination