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Alone

I sit alone with my four walls
wanting for nothing
needing it all
sleep without pills just not a choice
i sit wishing it all away
lost in myself
no were to turn
i lose what i love
for lack of emotion
cold i have become due to my fear
losing myself more each day that draws near
afraid to wake up
afraid to say those words you want to hear
i sit alone with my four walls
Shaddows that haunt me
follow close by
never to leave me not even when i die
haunted by what i see knowing its not real
invading my head and coming to clear
i fall to the floor
ready to go
no one hears me because i am all alone
remembering the days i cared
wondering were they had gone
my tears no longer fall
my blood has gone cold
no one can hurt me
no one can get near me
Free from the pain i watch the world go by
I close my eyes and feel no more
look what life left me
nothing at all