i hate belonging

i never new that feeling belonged would be this hard in life
every day it makes me want to stab myself with a knife.

wishing i could kill myself with noone in sight
its as complicated as wiining an evil fight.

even though its complicated to understand
everyone still cries while they can.

when eyes are red and hearts are weak theres nothing worse than slowly bleeding your soul out
so when you feel like you need a brake take a deep breathe and sceam.

everyone screams for help.......so why not scream for death