I will always love you o.o

Beauty and love used to be so abstract to me, and I never thought that one day I would find what the true meanings of these words really meant or entailed. Many years I sat and gazed upon the darkening sky’s where the stars wept in their majestic beauty as they never got to feel the warmth that the sun always seemed to provide, in a world that was oh so near, but scarily distant – they just seemed to be shiny and broken, however an essence of beauty always lingered.  
Maybe these thoughts stemmed from the fact that I was lonely- my heart did not belong to another and that longing for love was never satisfied or met- so my nights would always seem lonelier than the day- as the day brought about life and a crowd- where I could put on my façade and not be seen as indifferent, but my heart would still cry out like those stars that lined the distant heavens.
But as I sit here now and gaze out of this glass canvas- I see that stars aren’t the definition of sadness- but that of hope and happiness. You see, a magnificent boy once told me about god and even though I didn’t believe in what he spoke I saw a light behind his thoughts. He is the definition of heaven- he is my nirvana, my muse, my shooting star. When he speaks he sparkles and his eyes bring forth a beauty that I have never witnessed before, but I am glad that I have been introduced to them- as they are the most beautiful things I have ever come across. No longer am I broken like I once thought the stars used to be- but I am whole.
His love has given me happiness like no other- he truly is my everything, he is the sun, stars and moon all rolled into one- his warmth and never ending love makes me feel safe and protected, his heart is as big as the moon on those blissful nights when the wolves play out their sweet harmonies and he mesmerises me with his never ending beauty.
I know that I am extremely lucky to have someone like him, and I will love him forever – no matter what obstacles stand in our way – especially distance – because, we have proven that our love can succeed and I promise that I will never give up on you and I will always love you –and I will still be with you even when  heaven claims us, I love you Patricio, I really do.