seeing grey stars - i feel empty ...

I'm here .. A mere existence of what i used to be , hands shaking in anger and a heart that seems fucking numb - my head is in a state , only seeing greying stars that seem to dissolve and become a distant memory , the sparkle gone - a dizzying haze is consuming me and i cant think straight, what am i becoming - fragile and weak - losing hope , I'm closing this chapter for tonight , things are getting too much