Cancer

I am dieing slowly everyday my body killing its self from the inside out.

There is no cure and no treatment can stop it its happening and I welcome death with open arms.

I am slowly going insane every night I wonder how much pain am I going to be in .

The vomiting of blood the sound of it hitting the floor watching as it leaks everywere.

My hands and my mouth are covred in it I cry and scream at night alone scared shaking not knowing what the fuck to do.

The drs in the hospital tell me crap like you need to start accepting that this is your reality here go see a shrink they are someone you can talk to .

I dont need it I would say whats the point of talking my whole life has been nothing but an endless circle of pain.

My body wants me to die and I am going to all by this little thing that the drs like to call cancer ..............