Never mind

Never mind wether I'm lonely or not just go and do whatever you need to do.
Forget what's been on my mind lately, you have more important things to do.
Just go away,
I don't need you to self-pity.
It's fine, just leave me alone like you're doing right now.
How come you get up and walk away from me as you leave me blue?.
I just don't get it,
I try to beat you to the punch, but you'd only dismay me.
I pray that this punishment would have a mercy on me.
Never mind if I'm really alone at home or not,
Never mind if I'm being dined right now,
Never mind that I'm having a good time.
You are mine or so I thought, but do you think I am yours?.
We've never had a war, but it seems like we must prepare for a battle.
The hassle of trying to keep up with you is so frustrating I hate it yet I tolerate it because I still love you.
Never mind if I'm out and about, you're doing the same so why should I worry,
Never mind so don't be in a hurry.
It's alright love, you knew what you wanted, right?.
I don't want to start a fight, but it's only because we seem to be drifting further and further apart or this could be me being selfish again?.
Whenever you're gone, I'm here waiting for you to return back to me.
I end in sleepless nights,
I crash out of tireless insomnia,
I worry where you could possibly be I guess you could call that paranoia.
As nights without you go by faster I become more lonelier,
This has left us a mountain to be overcome.
You just can't run away,
This past is said and done, but my darling I need us to carry on.
Never mind if I'm doing my own thing right now,
Never mind on how I'm doing you just worry about your problems.
I don't have anything on the side so please don't cry for that reason,
Rules don't change, but they still apply to us.
You know I'd never play you like a toy, but I can't speak the same for you.
Never mind me, worry about you.