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Guilt ridden.
I am a bad person and I feel so guilty
The weight of it plagues me
It drags me down day after day
I like that you still love me
I like that you still think of me
And for that, I am a bad person
I thjnk I know that we won't be together
But there is a glimmer of hope
Something that will never fully be extinguished
I love knowing that I'm on your mind
But I feel guilty for wanting you to think of me.
I don't really know how to proceed
Should I tell you to move on?
I don't really want that.
But maybe it's best?
I hope it's not
These inner dilemmas are ones I wrestle with frequently
Just know that there is a spark.
There will always be a chance
The weight of it plagues me
It drags me down day after day
I like that you still love me
I like that you still think of me
And for that, I am a bad person
I thjnk I know that we won't be together
But there is a glimmer of hope
Something that will never fully be extinguished
I love knowing that I'm on your mind
But I feel guilty for wanting you to think of me.
I don't really know how to proceed
Should I tell you to move on?
I don't really want that.
But maybe it's best?
I hope it's not
These inner dilemmas are ones I wrestle with frequently
Just know that there is a spark.
There will always be a chance
Published 17th Oct 2014
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Anonymous
17th Oct 2014 1:39pm
I think more people feel this way than they're willing to admit. I can completely relate to this. I know I have my flaws and on one hand, I don't believe anyone should have to deal with me. On the other hand, my heart desires companionship. This work is awesome and so true!
