I dont know

Deep down ive learned so much
Can i apply it with perfect touch?
Unsure i strive for correct execution
Use the mind's newfound expansion

This trial and error left me frustrated
All this knowledge through books berated
I cannot fathom your confusing conclusion
Can i grasp this abstract introduction?

So far ive learned to accept the fact
You cannot use iformation i lack
Knowing gives power to those gifted
Green beast envy dwells in my head

Maybe one day i find true meaning
Regardless i find that time is fleeting
Til then ill continue to expand my horizon
So that one day i'd see a real person