The void

Alone in the nothingness,
I handed myself a jewel.
I never knew that such a beauty,
would turn out to be so cruel.
The shimmering light reflected
the torments held inside,
I could hear the little laughters
turn into screaming cries.
Looking through the concrete
My consciousness disappears.
Everything i once had loved,
morphed into my fears.
I held onto the wondrous light,
that melted into deceptions.
I never thought the person I am,
was only just a reflection.