Hold me close enough so i can hear your hallow heart

You said
You couldn't be with a writer
They feel too deeply
For my simplistic mind

You said
We are just friends to every mouth that would ask about
Me
But you wanted to fuck me at night
When were all alone

You said
Breathe in every ounce of me
Until i leave you gasping for air
Whimpering my name as i laugh carelessly

You said
Come inside
But only for a month

Its winter everyday here..

You said
Play my games until
I mentally fuck you over
And physically cause your body
Pain.

But you said
Don't rip out your journal pages
Like i ripped out your heart
Keep it intact
Because one day you'll
Look back and see just how much you
Cared about me.

Then you said
Here are our memories
The ones where we'd sit in your front yard
Look at the moon and shared our thoughts for hours
Until i filled your mouth with my poisonous
Tongue and killed you

Then I said

Im glad I'm dead
I know now what it feels like to
Be pushed away deep in your thoughts

I find peace in knowing that
Im gone
Never to return to your morbid soul

Listening to my echo
As i leave your desert heart
To find an ocean of love
And completely drown myself in it.