let me be your trigger

Fuck this

these are words ringing in my ears

these are words that i
have heard for years

i used to be happy
but now i resent
i hope you like my message of explicit content

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fuck you mom
and fuck you dad

tried controlling  me
for the life i had

tried telling me
what to do

but i didnt ask to even be born
so if you lie again
then
fuck you

i never wanted

to be in this place

gonna graduate highschool

and feel like a disgrace
---
cant you see,
that i am sad?
i cut my wrists
to not feel bad
and i wish i had
killed myself

So that the emotial pain you cause
doesnt kill someone else
--
ya im a mistake
And a basterd son

when i grow up
i wanna be no one

Cause no one  cares
and no one cries
when i go to bed
i wanna die
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