mindless

I lay in bed thinking
what is  this?
what is this mess of a human that I have become?

I used to be innocent and sweet
and believe in lies
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but forget it
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hey there pretty woman
in the white dress

hey there pretty woman
with the big breasts

hey there pretty woman
with her eyes set

on another lie
to forget

I bet I bet
I bet I bet

I bet that you wish you could undo the past
forever's a long time
and forever will last

Forever's an ocean
Im beneath the surface

forever's an ocean
come out of the furnace

I just don't
want to burn

I wanna focus
I wanna learn

I wanna learn what lies to tell
as my ashes arise in hell