Forever Broken

I've learned to live with half a heart
The other half has been taken apart
Because it's still with you
And I know you still love me too
Standing at the alter
Only you could make me say those two words
"I do"

You are forever gone
Except for in my mind and heart
They still love you so
Sweet memories I am never to forget
I will never do so
But you're gone now
And we're so far apart

Love wonders why I'm so cold
Why I break people and still try
Because when you've been broken yourself
You leave before they break you
And you have yet another scar
Across you're already damaged heart

Of course it wasn't a choice
But I think you get the idea
Long distance ended with no distance
Because of one little mistake
My heart did break

First lost when I was ten
It didn't matter back then
But eleven bent me over backwards
My inspiration for almost everything
Comes from that one year
The year I loved too deep
Even when they said it was puppy love

Yes I was young and still am
But I know that almost every one
Had that one person that left
That they couldn't live without
And they would die for

So yea
I can't seem to find love
That I want to keep
Because of this black hole
Inside of my heart
That no one can fill
The only thing I can't seal
I know it will never heal
Because two years later
And I'm still crying