Getting Drunk Is It Ok Now To Kill Myself ?

I am getting drunk my vision starting to blear.

Is it ok now to kill my self.

I have a knife sitting next to me as hours pass and drinking my third glass.

I look at the knife sitting there I wonder if its ok to slit my wrist and fall asleep that way.

I hate this fucking life I am so sick of the lies and the false hope that it brings.

Soon I will kill my self and just end it all and noone will give a shit.

I am getting drunk and soon it will be ok to kill myself...