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Just go away....
When will this pain end?
Will the shattered pieces of my heart ever mend?
There was a time i knew you loved me, I was your one.
Now I feel rejected and worthless.
I thought walking away I would be okay.
I miss you more than I ever imagine possible.
I dont feel like I will ever be enough to anyone.
I am tired of the misery, sick of the tears.
Sometimes I wonder if its even worth pushing on.
Noone really cares, Everything is just lies.
If I weren't such a coward, I'd end it all.
Nothing is ever going to change for me,
I will never have my hearts desires.
What's the point anymore....
I just don't want to do it...
Hurt..
Anger...
Tears...
Just go away...
Will the shattered pieces of my heart ever mend?
There was a time i knew you loved me, I was your one.
Now I feel rejected and worthless.
I thought walking away I would be okay.
I miss you more than I ever imagine possible.
I dont feel like I will ever be enough to anyone.
I am tired of the misery, sick of the tears.
Sometimes I wonder if its even worth pushing on.
Noone really cares, Everything is just lies.
If I weren't such a coward, I'd end it all.
Nothing is ever going to change for me,
I will never have my hearts desires.
What's the point anymore....
I just don't want to do it...
Hurt..
Anger...
Tears...
Just go away...
Published 26th Sep 2014
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26th Sep 2014 4:23am
Wonderful write! Been there and survived. Life happens day by day, remember to take baby steps.
Amazon
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26th Sep 2014 4:26am
Thank you Amazon. It hasn't been easy at times it seems easier to just give up. Thank you for reading.
26th Sep 2014 7:21am
26th Sep 2014 4:28pm
Great ink. I understand that if you are divorced or split up with your boyfriend, it is only to be expected that you will experience a wide range of emotions on the one hand, you will might stil feel love for this person with you shared a one flesh bond. On other hand, you might feel resentful over what has occurred even after several years. You feel confused, humiliated, and helpless. Many happy moments from your marriage come to mind and you think. He used to tell me that he couldn't live without me. Was he always lying? why did this happen? You have lingering feelings of anger and resentment over the ways in which your spouse mistreated you. At times loneliness may be overwhelming. You may wonder if some one could really love you for a life time or wheather this might happen again if you fall in love again . I know your confidence has been shaken. But stay knowingly that you will get a person who will kiss away all old hurts
26th Sep 2014 4:46pm
Thank you so much Romantic, just reading your words put tears in my eyes. I did have a break up with a boyfriend. I never imagined I could love someone the way I did him and now it's all gone and he doesn't even care. It doesn't affect him at all, I dont understand. But like you said and hopefully someday I will meet someone who will love and care for me just the same. :)
29th Sep 2014 4:45pm
Sure! I am extremely sorry for you but cheer up! I donīt want you to be sad and I donīt think you want for yourself. There are some men in this world who know treat women in proper way for true love. Donīt give up, move on and be open surely you will find wonderful person for your life. be openess as always closed mouth will never fed!
30th Sep 2014 2:53am
You're such a sweetheart, again thank you so much for your encouraging words!
10th Oct 2014 10:10pm
It's sometimes easier to feel bad than to feel good. I survived and you will too. I hope you know that you are not alone and what you write speaks to others.
