Story of a teen Addict

I never thought it would happen,
Only idiots gave in,
I never needed to worry,
About giving into sin,
All the signs were oh so clear,
But I didn't care,
I would never be be that one,
That would ever get that stare,
But then I was alone,
Suffering by myself,
Popped a few hydros,
And my world fell of the shelf,
Started doing more and more,
Till I expanded to the sky,
Snorting all the prozac,
Till I thought I'd die,
I got the what I thought rock bottom,
But it was only the start,
Of an eternal addiction,
Of the sea that'll never part,
I found a taste for the drink,
Then a feeling for the smoke,
The very next second,
I started to choke,
Mary Jane was my name,
Speed all in my veins,
Seeing things all around,
And it was all in my brain,
Then I tried it all again,
To take my terrible life,
Lying on the ground in a pool of blood,
In my hand still holding the knife,
Send off for a long while,
Said what they wanted,
Did it all right,
When I got back I hunted,
For the next fix I could get,
Almost everyday,
Snorting speed,
Smoking weed,
Till I'd bleed,
But from my soul,
Now I see where I'll go,
If I continue down this path,
So I take upon myself,
Life, as it should be.